Thursday, February 4, 2010

Civil Wars

One type of civil war that can be devastating is a civil war fought within an individual. I know when I find myself being self destructive, a toll is taken on me.

When I get self destructive, I do anything in my power to keep myself from being happy. Fighting a war within yourself is a tiring and destructive process. I know how bad individual war can be. The war within an individual can really take a toll on the person.

Even though these self destructive tendencies can be corrected, they usually aren't. I know I usually realize that I'm making myself unhappy, but I just can't bring myself to stop. I get tangled up in all the hate and emotions and get lost.

Civil wars can be so damaging. The individual wars are really severe. There is always hope though, even when there seems to be none, hope is always present.