Thursday, December 17, 2009

Book Review On Lush

When your dad is a drunk and everyone else in your family pretends nothing is wrong, what choice do you have but pretend right along with them. For Samantha, this makes life really difficult. She starts writing to an anonymous person just to get advice. But as things go along, Samantha's dad gets worse. Natasha Friend's Lush drags the reader into a thirteen year old's hidden world.

To begin with, the characters that Friend creates are realistic. Samantha tugs at your heart the whole way through the book. She struggles throughout the book and is so strong. She made me proud, and she is just a character. Her dad made me mad at all the right times in the book. I wanted to hate him right along with Samantha. The characters really made the book stand out.

Also, the plot of the book was really interesting. A girl has to hide a large part of her life from everyone. Her dad is a drunk. But she cannot do that once her dad starts to get abusive. A girl has to draw the line somewhere, right? Samantha does not want to be like the rest of the family and act blind. She needs help, so she starts writing to an anonymous person in the library for advice. This book was interesting because of the plot.

Lastly, this book reminded me of others I have read. Perfect by Natasha Friend was one of them. They were both about problems that teenagers had to face. They were realistic and very intriguing. Books by Ellen Hopkins are similar. Lush is a type of book that I like.

Lush is a good book. One that shows how tough life can be for teenagers. This book kept me interested and made me realize what we think about people may not always be correct. This book is a good read.

Book Review On Crank

With one trip to her dad's house, Kristina loses her innocence, her sobriety, her sense of reality, and much more. Going to visit her dad changed Kristina's life completely. Because of a hidden dark side, called Bree, and a little help from her dad and a neighbor, Kristina plunges into a world of drugs. Ellen Hopkins' Crank pulls the reader into Kristina's plunging life.

First of all, the theme of the book is great. The book teaches the reader how even the best of us can make mistakes. Sometimes these mistakes are major and life changing. Crank also gives the reader hope. This book is exciting and touching.

Also, the style of the book made the story flow. The style of the book is fairly poetic. That style helps to break the story into parts and keep the reader interested. I enjoyed reading Crank because of the style of writing.

Lastly, the plot made Crank a great read. Reading about how a girl's life can plunge so dramatically, so quickly, was intriguing. I wanted to reach out to Kristina. I was into the book the whole way through. I couldn't imagine what could happen next and regularly found myself holding my breath in anticipation.

Crank is a book that grabs the reader from the beginning and holds on until the end. Once you pick up this book, you won't want to put it down until you're finished. This was a fantastic book.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Book Review On The Crucible

Dancing in the woods, calling upon spirits, witchcraft, adultery, trials, spectral evidence. This book has an array of events. When there are unexplainable events in Salem, Massachusetts, in the 1690s, people automatically assume witchcraft has to be the cause. Abigail Williams starts pointing blame in other directions to keep the spot light off of her. Arthur Miller's The Crucible, draws the reader back in time to the trying times of the Salem Witchcraft Trials.

To begin with, the impressions given off by the characters in this book invoke strong emotions. First of all, Abigail Williams makes the reader want to hate her, even in the beginning of the book. Her lack of regard for the value of other's lives is appalling. John, however, makes the reader sympathize with his situation. The reader can tell that John is remorseful for what he did.

Also, the setting in the book interested me. I was always intrigued by the Salem Witchcraft Trials. The setting really made the story real. Only in that time could persecution and execution of that degree be possible. The way Miller portrayed Salem back in 1692 was very realistic.

Lastly, this book was one that grabbed my interest because I have always had a fascination with the Salem Witchcraft Trials. This book gave an idea of what life was like back then and what people went through during the trials. Also, the book made the occurrence seem more plausible and real for readers. The occurrence, because of the book, became realistic to readers.

The Crucible was a read that had a lot of hidden interests within. Arthur Miller did a good job capturing the life of Salem in 1692. This book is a classic for a reason. The movie is a good work too.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I Am

I am forever curious and argumentative.
I wonder how you could love me.
I hear the silent sobs echo inside of me.
I see the pink fairies dancing in the sky.
I want to be set free.
I am forever curious and argumentative.

I pretend to be a real princess.
I feel an ocean of tears around me.
I touch the outstretched hand of an angel.
I worry about where my path leads.
I cry for all the scarred souls.
I am forever curious and argumentative.

I understand I am not like them.
I say everything will eventually be alright.
I dream about being truly understood.
I try to hide from myself.
I hope I will one day be heard.
I am forever curious and argumentative.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I am thankful for...
my life
my boyfriend
my family
my friends
my freedoms
my job
my memories, good and bad
days off
literature
good food

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Bullying

When people get bullied, it really affects them. Think about a time when someone said something negative about you. You were probably upset at some degree. Well, other people are affected by negative comments. It is really sad when someone is picked on all through school and no one really realizes that when they join in on that, they are adding to that persons hate for themselves.

When people hear constant criticism from the people around them, they start to believe the negative comments. This leads to a low self esteem and eventually a self loathing. This is very destructive to an individual and is devastating. This person's self image is completely damaged and they will never get over the ridicule.

Just think if someone was bullied long enough that his or her self image was so corrupted, they decided to kill themselves. What if they waited for one day, a test. A test to see if one person would be kind to them. What if no one, not even you did anything to show a little kindness, not even a smile or a "hey"?

This is why we must think about what we say or do before we do them. Our actions have an impact on the people around us, and I for one don't want to cause anyone pain like that. I want my impact on people to be a good one.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Speak Book Review

In tragic times, sometimes it feels like we are alone. In Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson, Melinda feels like she is all alone. She hides in many ways, silently begging for help. When no one seems to care, Melinda gets more and more distant from the real world, and even herself. Laurie Halse Anderson's book Speak forces the reader to acknowledge bad things do happen in the real world, but there is still hope, if we speak out.

To begin with, Melinda is the protagonist in this novel. The way that Anderson wrote about Melinda made my heart ache for her. I could feel her pain along with her. I connected to Melinda in a very personal way. I felt like I knew her, and I wanted to be the one that helped her. Also, Melinda was the type of character that was misunderstood, and that appealed to me too. Lastly, Melinda was very tough, she kept herself together even though she had so much pain inside her. She made me want to strive to be tougher, too.

Along with the characters, the plot of Speak really drew me into the book. Melinda went through something no one should have to go through. She was raped at a party over the summer. Everyone at school hates her though, because she called the cops at the party. No one knows what really happened, and they don't figure out. Melinda struggles throughout the book to find peace within herself and others. She uses art as a type of escape, but her assigned topic is a tree. She just can't figure out how to make a tree into art. Throughout the book, I saw how Melinda struggled, and I wanted to help her.

Lastly, I could really connect with Melinda. I can understand what it feels like to hide something from everyone, and need someone to notice the struggling going on. Also, this book reminds me of Thirteen Reasons Why by Jay Asher. They both have devastating stories of misunderstood and neglected girls. And I was drawn to them both. I love books that make me feel.

For anyone who likes emotional books, Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson is a must read. This book not only made me feel what Melinda felt, but made me reexamine my life and think. I was just waiting to see what would happen with the high school drama, and I could imagine what it was like. This book was one that I could read multiple times... I already have.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Book Review for Annie between the States

With war come many casualties. Whether they are actual deaths, or just an end in some way, the casualties are unavoidable. This is proven to Annie Sinclair, a half-Irish Virginian girl during the Civil War. The theme of this book, along with the characters and setting make for a fascinating read. L.M. Elliot’s Annie between the States draws the reader into a Civil War world unknown to many.

First of all, the theme of this book really gives the reader something to think about. With the war comes confusion and disarray. Annie was a loyal Virginian at the start of the war. But progressively through the war, Annie finds herself questioning the idea of slavery and the practices that some southerners believe heartily in. With witnessing bloody battles, men dying, and the change in her younger brother, all of which was caused from the war, Annie learns that loyalty to ones state may not necessarily mean agreeing with their beliefs and actions.

Annie was a great heroine in this book. She entertained me and touched me at times. Her stubbornness and independence reached out to me and reminded me of what I could be. Also, Laurence, Annie’s older brother reminded me of my older brother, David. It is really easy to relate to Annie in this book. She practically grows up over the course of the book, so I can see how she has changed throughout time. Her bravery and extreme courage inspire me to be a better person, to stand up for what I believe, and to live life, no matter what may come my way.

Lastly, the setting of this book helped to bring understanding of the Civil War and what it was like. Virginia was a good place to set the book in. Virginia was a big war spot during this time, so the points of view of the families in Virginia show how the war really affected the people during that time. Hickory Heights, Annie’s Home, also gave way for hideouts and raids. This made the book very interesting.

With many conflicts, internal and external, this book was intriguing. The thought that some events similar to those in the book actually occurred during the Civil War is down right appalling. If people can be so malicious during war, I fear another Civil War or a war on our homefront. Elliot brought about a very entertaining story full of conflict, death, and even love.

499 pgs

Book Review for Touching Spirit Bear

Everything in life is either a circle or can be solved with a circle. Or at least that’s what Circle Justice members believe in the exciting book, Touching Spirit Bear by Ben Mikaelson. To begin with, I found myself reaching out to the characters in this book. Also, The setting really helped to bring this book together. Lastly, I could relate to Cole in a sense (scary, I know). Ben Mikaelson’s Touching Spirit Bear touches most who read the book and makes for a good inspiration.

The characters in this book, for instance, go through a lot along the way, and make for an inspiring story. Cole Matthews had a rough childhood, with alcoholic parents, one of which beat him, and one who ignored all the troubles. It was no wonder Cole turned out to be an angry, merciless teenager. It turns out that Cole has gone through a lot and has a lot of change ahead of him if he wants to stay out of jail. He is stubborn and wants to con his way out of trouble. This makes me want to reach out to him. Whether I’m reading the parts about his past and want to reassure him, or I’m reading about his troubled mind and old, angry ways and want to push him to change, I can’t help but reach out to Cole Matthews.

The setting of this book really brought everything together. With the remote island in Alaska, it really shows how alone we can be at times, and how that can change us. Sometimes we have to lose everything to realize what we actually had. The setting also made it possible to show how stubborn Cole can be, and how arrogant. Cole thought he could swim in the ocean to the nearest island and escape his punishment. Also, the setting made it possible for the spirit bear to show up on the island. The spirit bear being on the island shaped the way the story unfolded and made the book as interesting as the book got.

Lastly, I can relate to Cole. Cole has a troubled past with parents that didn’t necessarily live up to expectations. I haven’t had the best experiences with my parents either. This part of the book taught me a little about myself. Also, Cole was so stubborn, he wouldn’t even let himself cry. Even with all the emotional scars Cole had, he still wouldn’t let himself cry. If I’m in certain situations, I won’t let myself cry either. I can be really stubborn about some things too. That’s a common descriptive word given to me. Also, Cole lost a lot along the way in this book. Maybe Mikaelson was trying to teach us something. Along the way, I have lost too. But, like Cole, I managed to make it out all right with a little outside help.

With real meaning behind every event and characters that I’m drawn too, Ben Mikaelson’s Touching Spirit Bear drives the reader forward. Also, this book gives a new sight on teenager’s thoughts and a new hope for many. After reading this book, one only feels optimistic. Ben Mikaelson has a large heart, as is evident from this book.

Icecream!!!

Last night, I was craving something sweet. Upon looking in the freezer, I found some pumpkin pie icecream. I also found vanilla icecream and whipped topping. I was ecstatic. I mixed the findings and enjoyed the results. Before yesterday, I didn't even realize pumpkin pie icecream existed. If you haven't discovered pumpkin pie icecream, you must. This icecream has quickly leaped to the top of my favorite list.

Other icecreams on the favorite list of mine include; vanilla, cookie dough, and cookies 'n cream icecream. These are all very delicious and satisfy any icecream lovers needs. My friend, Jason, and I have dreams of a big icecream party. If the companies keep inventing such intriguing flavors, are dreams just might HAVE to come true.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Book Review on Uglies by Scott Westerfeld

In a world where everyone is pretty, or waiting to turn pretty, nothing could go wrong. That's what most pretties-to-be believe in Uglies by Scott Westerfeld. One pretty-to-be (ugly) Tally Youngblood can't wait to turn sixteen so she can get the operation to make her a pretty. Things start to get complicated the closer the operation date gets. Tally learns she has to help track down runaway uglies and rogues, or never turn pretty at all. To Tally, this is a fate far worse than death. Scott Westerfeld's Uglies pulls the reader into a futuristic world full of pretties, uglies, and dark, hidden secrets of the city.

To begin with, the characters in this book are very different from normal humans today. The main character, Tally, was one I could relate too and believe in. Tally is an eager teenager who just wants to turn pretty so she could be like everyone else. She is very determined also. She endured a trip out in the wild, all alone, just to find the smoke, or lose her chance at turning pretty, something she has dreamed about her whole life.

Also, the setting of Uglies is very futuristic and isolated. Each city is independent from one another. They rarely interact with one another. The city is divided into regions, one for each "type" of person. There is Ugliville for young people from 12 to 16 to stay in dorms while waiting on the operation and the trip across the river to New Pretty Town. New Pretty Town hosts the new pretties while they party and enjoy themselves. Next is Crumblyville, where Middle Pretties, their young children, and late pretties live. This region of the town resembles a suburb. Lastly, there sits a region unknown to many; Special Circumstance Headquarters. Special Circumstance Headquarters is compared to a FBI or CIA headquarters, but much worse. Uglyville isn't the only region in the city with ugliness in it.

Lastly, the plot of this book was heart pounding. I was interested and thinking the whole time I read. Tally has to find "the smoke" a camp or runaway uglies and rogues, or she can't have the operation to make her pretty. This may not seem that interesting, but Tally's new best friend, Shay, ran away to the smoke. Upon finding the smoke, she is suppose to set off a tracker to alert Special Circumstances of the location of the smoke. This means betraying Shay and everyone else in the smoke. Tally struggles over her obligations. She wants to turn pretty, but is she willing to betray people to do so? Through the struggles Tally goes through, the readers share her emotions and fights (internal and external).

With the author's characters so different, yet emotionally similar to present day humans, readers are drawn into the book. The futuristic setting sets the stage for the story and shocks people at the idea and the possibilities. The plot brings all thoughts together to make for a good story and a satisfied reader. I commend Scott Westerfeld on a work of literature that not only pushes human beliefs, but also entertains the reader.

Thursday, September 10, 2009

A Hero To Someone

Growing up, I rarely got along with my older brother, David. David is two years older than me. Even though he was older, many thought I was the elder. This bothered my brother. His male ego went wild, especially when I grew taller than him. The physical aspect was where he was more superior, until my hieghth surpassed his. We had our fights, but we always made up and had our fun.



David was the typical older brother. He always watched out for me, even if it wasn't always wanted. He fought with me to "toughen" me up, because he knew one day he wouldn't be able to protect me. Even though David tried, he couldn't always protect me. He toughened me up physically, but I am still an emotional girl. He always told me I cared to much for other people. When hearing this, I thought that he was just being mean and insensitive. I realize now that he was still trying to protect me.



In the last few years, D and I became close. We had our incidents, but got over them. D was always there for me, I just didn't see it, or feel comfortable enough to talk to him about things. So things never got solved for me. But every time D had a troubled mind or girl problems, I was there. He called me his best friend, and I tried to be. I was there for him to talk to, even if I never talked about my problems.



David is now stationed at Fort Linerwood, Missouri for basic training. He left August 11, 2009, a day earlier than expected. When he left, he appointed my cousin Shawn as a stand in big brother while he is gone. That day will forever be in my mind. No matter how old I get, I'll always be David's little sister, but that's alright with me.



I know my brother is thinking of me, like I am thinking of him. I miss him and wish him the best of luck. I know he wasn't the most popular person, being the guy he was, but no matter what people thought of D, they respected him. Even if he wasn't liked by some, he is a hero to me.